I think I am going to cry.  Lorin said I was a good friend.  Well, don't quote me on that.  You can quote me on the fact that I she thinks I am a friend.

Anyway.  We went to DDR and Suncoast.  Of course, all those places are connected to the Liberty Tree Mall.  It was rather fun.  I didn't really by much.  I bought some poser manga to match my recent poser layout!  Libby is actually a cool person!

When I got home, the fun stopped.  Kirsti IMed me.  She lied about a being sorry and breaking up with me and stuff.  I don't like her anymore anyway.  I definitely believe Lorin.

I don't know who I have a crush on right now.  That is a first.

I stopped getting comments on my xanga.  That is really not cool.  I think I will start inviting people to my xanga site like Lorin does to hers!

I also don't really know who my best friends are.  I don't like Kevin much.  He is way to homophobic.  I am not gay by any means.   But unlike him I don't say "kill the gays!"  So about my best friends.  I guess that maybe Logan and everyone from CIT stuff is my friend(s).  Lorin is my dear friend too.

Not Kirsti, Kirsti lies.  She is really bad at lying to.  I mean, if you are going to lie, be good at it!

My hit man didn't "beat the crap" out of anyone today.  I think I have a few jobs for him tomorrow.

I don't really have a hit man.  I just call him that.  And he really doesn't kill people, he just "beats the crap out of them."  And I don't pay him money.

I finally found the code I was looking for, for my xanga layout.  I didn't want to put it on a test xanga so I will make it right in front of you.

I am not going to CCD tonite.  I have lost my voice!  It is really cool when you lose your voice.  You should try to do it sometime!

I have a sixth-grade hit man!  I don't even have to pay him anything.

Minor: That kid just [accidently] threw something at you!
Me: Your point?
Minor: Do you want me to go beat him up for you?
Me: Yeah!
Minor who threw thing:  [mutters] evil glare

That was the highlight of my day.  I am sad to say that it is, too.

Lorin is always incredibly mad at me and it makes me so frustrated.  She blocks me everyday.  I am rather fed up with it.  I am never mad at Lorin.  She compares me to Tim.  Who do you think Tim is?

I hope she doesn't hate me.  The other day I talked to her and she said she was sorry.  I did too, of course.  I hate "relationships" that are like that.  Me and Lorin aren't in a love relationship, at least I don't think so.

I don't think I would ever go out with Lorin.  She hates me too much, anyways.  I realized today that I had broken up with Kirsti.  She broke up with me for the stupidest reasons.  Don't ask me though, ask Lorin.

I think I did better on the Social Studies Quiz than the last one.  On the Math Quiz, if I get a 30% I will be happy.  I will probably jinx it by saying that.  Okay, if I get a 101% I will be happy.  That is better!

Tommarrow is a half day and I guess we are doing something.  I don't really know, not many people ever tell me anything.

I am starting to believe that all of the insults people have been giving me are true!  I am concieted, I was a crappy boyfriend, I can add in extra words to things, I am full of myself.  I don't think those are true, actually.

I don't know why I let those things bring me down.

Me and Kirsti broke up.  It was pretty much going to happen.  I suppose it was pretty shallow she had to send it in a note.  She told me she loved me in a note.

Me and Lorin got in another argument today.  I hate when that happens to us.  I want her to say "Tom has never done anything mean he is awesome and cool."  I guess I have never done anything mean.  I just really want to be her friend I suppose.

I know what you are going to ask.  Do you have a crush on her?  No I don't.  I figured I would answer that to show that I can be friends with a girl and not like her.

Middle school love is like diet love.  I just gave another piece of evidence about my self.  I have been doing that everyday on this xanga site.

I don't know who I have a crush on now.  I really don't.  It could be anybody.

So I am finally friends with Josh, or Alex.  He said if he calls me Sam I need to call him Josh.  If I tell you who Sam is then same will be ruined.

I got a 100% on a Language Arts Quiz.  I have studied more than any other time this year for the upcoming Social Studies Quiz too.  Wish me luck.

Happy Birthday to me!  I am now 1 year older!  I tend to state the obvious too much.  That is one of my many flaws.

I wasn't able to update yesterday, sorry for that.  I had alot of fun yesterday though.  All of my friends bought my gifts.  I didn't go to the dance.  I felt like I ditched everybody.  I wanted to go though, so I guess it really isn't my fault.

I felt so bad yesterday because I accidently threw Kirsti's vampire teeth away.  She put them on the tray and I threw the tray away, so what was I supposed to do!  I should have gone looking through the trash I guess.  I am pretty stupid.

I think we are all going to LaserQuest tonite but I still need to call LaserQuest and find group rates and stuff.  I wish someone threw me a suprise birthday like they do on TV.  After all, I haven't even had any real gifts yet.  I got the Sims 2, but it wouldn't work.  We are going to Best Buy to look at computers so maybe I will get a PC.  That would be so awesome.

I always assume stuff.  I have to stop that.  If I don't, it will get me into major trouble when I said something along the lines of, "Osama Bin Laden said he might attack again, so he is going to, everyone hide!"  That probably wasn't a good example and will cause controversey, but controversey come with attention.  I always like attention!

I hope I get to do at least something with my friends this weekend.  LaserQuest seems just to hard to plan.  Any suggestions.  If any of my friends are reading this, I really like suprise parties (even though I have never had one before).

I recieved a detention for a missed homework assignment.  First of all, you are supposed to miss 2 and get a detention.  Second of all, I didn't even miss one assignment.  In any of my classes for that matter.  My parents are going to go into school Monday and straighten them out!

I feel Lorin's pain with the detention actually.  Getting accused for something you didn't even do really sucks.  Wish me a Happy Birthday!

I didn't spike my hair today!  That was a first in the middle school.  I think since like 3rd grade no gel was a first.  My birthday is only in 1 day.  I am so excited.  I can't wait.  I sound weird.

School didn't really go that badly today.  Lorin wasn't there, but Alex came back.  He is funny.  He can just sometimes not know when to stop I guess.  He was in New York City.  I am going there in May to see the Wicked.  I am supposed to at least.  I hate when people make promises they can't keep.

I wasn't allowed to watch the World Series last night.  I really don't even want to talk about.  I used to like my parents and now they are just so mean.  They drives me crazy and I really don't like it.  They are the most stressful thing in my life right now.  My doctor says You know, you can see a therapist. I think Paul does.  Nothing wrong with that, I just don't feeling like spilling me feelings to an fat old guy.

I think people are going to buy me birthday presents.  That would be incredibly awesome.  I hope they do buy me birthday presents.  That isn't what birthday's are all about though.  Actually, they might as well are.  Presents.

I am going to the slideshow tonite.  I hope my parents don't stay.  It might be rather embaressing for them to see everything.  I hope they don't have a picture of me getting kicked in the balls by Jenna.  That would be hilarious if they did though.  It really hurt!  Honestly.  I am not the first victim of this horrible crime, either.

My birthday is just around the corner.  I can't wait.